I lost them

We are losely Christian. Following Christian traditions. Its nearly Christmas.

I've lost track of days and dates. I'm not prepared.

A decorated tree isn't the same without the boys to destroy it.

The ridiculous saga of wrapping small gifts for them to put under the tree. The 'helping them' unwrap their treats.

I'm sad that it does not seem like they will be back for Christmas. Sad that I lost them. I lost our cats.

Did I lose them? Did I? Is this all my own fault? Is that why I'm on a crusade to save them? I am to blame.  They are street cats. Closing a door on them to keep them inside would have killed them. I just didn't know they were at risk outside. It did not cross my mind that someone would complain, for dust on their car, blame my cats and they would suffer the consequences. 

Cats love to roam. To climb trees, to hunt. It's natural for them. We domesticated cats 10,000 years ago - firstly in the middle East! What happened that they should become a 'pest'? How are we in this situation?

Irresponsible breeding

Irresponsible owners

A few Irresponsible people ruining it for many.

If only there was accoutability. I've said before. Fine me. If my cats offend you, tell me. I will be held accountable. Don't take them from their home. Dont dump them somewhere.

I only want to find them, bring them home. All I want for Christmas, is my boys.

I will spend the 25th of December looking for them. The same as I have done every day since the 26th of October. 

All I want for Christmas is my boys.

We will not give up on them.