Round in circles

 I'm sitting still, and feeling dizzy.

Metaphorically going round in circles. No one can help us.

I'm doing everything I can and it's still not enough. We are no closer to finding our boys.

One municipality refers me to another, then that one refers me to the next. I'm blocked from communicating with the actual pest company that took our boys. I'm following up whenever anyone has a new suggestion.

Dubai municipality were so helpful. Wish I could say the same for Abu Dhabi.

I'm feeling so sad, after 10 years as a resident in Abu Dhabi, when I need help, there is no one there. I'm reaching into an abyss of hopelessness. 

It's such a terrible drama stemming from dust on a car. Its an unbelievable turmoil to not be able to resolve something so trivial. Have they done something so terrible to our boys, it's worth all this hassle when they could just bloody tell us where they are, its so simple.

I feel useless. Im the sort of person who finds solutions. I'm at a total loss. 3 cats. Taken. Where? That's it! Where are they?

I'm sure wherever they were dumped 2 months ago, they're not going to be there now. I think about them struggling to get back to us.  It's all just so torturously unnecessarily spiteful.

The boys are suffering, we are suffering, all the kind people we have dragged into this mess are feeling it too.

It's all so unnecessary.  I'm begging anyone who will listen.

I will go back to the police and open a file of theft for winnie. Fingers crossed.

I can't give up. We wont give up.