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A Personal Note

I am not a religious person.

I'm envious of people that have their faith for support in times of tribulation.

I know worse things could happen. On the scale of things losing three cats is probably not that high.

Wars, oppression, human displacement, financial crisis, fighting for rights to be recognised, independence - where does our pain measure against the bigger things this life throws at us?

We feel like we are in a tornado. Sat in the eye of the storm, unaware of everyone else's chaos. Its such a selfish place to be, and for us impossible to get out of.

When your own personal trauma becomes your be all and end all, your every waking thought, when every activity is a reminder. How do you get out?

We need closure. We desperately need to know where our boys are, what happened to them, will we ever see them again?

I am not a religious person. I am praying they are found. I am  praying the people who committed this awful deed will be held accountable on their judgement day.

Faith is a comfort. A comfort and hope that one day balance and peace will be found.

Every day I pray.

We can not stop looking for our boys.